//* shining brightly always #

2011-03-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

Cutest meow-mi ever! NYAH! (:

2010-07-31T21:49:00.002+08:00

it says look at my teeth, they are yellowish and horrifying!

imma get ya some candy.

We had some time bonding together by catching a movie, Street Dance, at Bishan. Dining at Sakae. It was a pleasant & fun one. Filling our tummies, playing hand game (which was silly), chitty chatty which makes a wonderful saturday outing. (:

oh, and the mascot, was utterly cute! heheh..

2010-07-31T00:43:00.001+08:00

A handful of sour strawberries, 2 spoonful of sugar, 1 scoop of milk powder and a few cubes of ice. blends together. gives you awesome strawberry milk juice. *slurps!*

2010-07-29T22:54:00.003+08:00

appreciated.(: haha.

Birthday's gone. Being sweet 16 is over. illness takes over. and imma cough to death. hahah. joke. And now, Its like i'm in a dream. A nice & smoothing one. (: and i hope it'll never end. *1 sheep, 2 sheep,3 sheep*

2010-07-10T21:36:00.002+08:00

And yes, very soon i'm back to update that, "Despicable Me" the show, is utterly cute and funny! (: Yeaps, I'm gonna hunt the whole Singapore for that fluffy unicorn! Its too cute to be true. Thats insane, i know. Well well, my special day is around the corner! I can sense those gummy bears coming in my way. (: But not till i'm able to survive the week before it. ..

2010-06-27T19:56:00.002+08:00

This happens all the time! Even NOW! I soooo need to study for my common test coming up.. *worries*

2010-06-24T23:03:00.001+08:00

oh dear, i see the future me. I really have to stop eating. or else my face will get rounder and my body will grow wider. );

2010-06-23T01:16:00.002+08:00

Maggie's birthday party was FUN FUNNNN FUUUUUNNNNN! i want my 21st birthday to be like hers. (: hahs. Well, she is like one of my few seniors who dotes her juniors a lot. She is simply, AWESOME! lols. oh well, i better start studying for my one and only common test after right after my holidays! or else, i'll be dooommmm.. hahahahaha.

2010-06-16T00:52:00.002+08:00

I like it when i brush my teeth with the foam all over my mouth. I like it when i do funny faces at someone and that person thinks i'm mad. I like it when someone falls down in a matrix kind of way. I like it when my hair smells like peach and candy floss. I like it when i stand right in front of the fan and my hair flies. I like it when i hide underneath my blanket when its very cold. I like it when i start laughing for minutes when its not as funny as you think. I like it when i have sufficient money to buy all my cravings. I like it when i start saying what i like as it is never going to end. I like it when nobody is actually reading this post and i'm still posting it. I like it when i stop being pessimistic for a second. I like it when i learn something new each day. I like it when you're by my side. I like it when you smile at me like you never did to others. I like it when i was your only one. ...

2010-06-14T22:26:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling exhausted, and not really in a mood of typing an essay here. So here it is to sum up everything with this short post with peeektures. ;>

2010-06-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

ONE OF THESE, ITS SOOOOO GOONNA BE MINE! I DON'T CARE! PFFTT.. ;>

LMFAO

2010-06-12T16:19:00.004+08:00

Tell me how is it like to go over to someone's house, putting on a football jersey, screaming and cheering when a team scored, jeering when your favourite team is on the losing end, praying hard your favourite team would win, munching on nachos, cursing and praising everywhere? Well, fascinating!, is the word to describe this situation. haha. Yes, last night, agnes mum, agnes and me was doing that. From yesterday's match, i realized how hot Mexican guys are. But the way they played didn't really impress me. sigh.

Before such excitement, was A-TEAM, the show. It was exciting too! Just see how smart are the soldiers to plan out so nicely and with 4 people in a team only. Wow..
And my friend, Adrienna makes really good sushi! (:

2010-06-07T00:18:00.006+08:00

Can someone tell me, how many legs does a octopus have? okay. I'm kidding. Well, its great to have a best friend to make the weekends worth while. Taking pictures of one and another is like a new hobby for us. Posing. Changing. Smiling. I know, to some of you out there, you may think this is utterly dumb and waste of time. But, we girls are loving it. mehz. And my dear sister, stop claiming that you look like Jessica. cheezzzee.

2010-06-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

She reminds me of Kelly Clarkson. But the cooler and more rocker version. I like the way she styles. Unique, i would say. And so, i learn that everyone is pretty in their unique way. How cool is that?

2010-06-05T01:12:00.002+08:00

I browsed through some pictures on the web and I find this meaningful. Life is unpredictable & complicated. Whats more can i say? meh.

2010-05-30T03:13:00.002+08:00

It's time to clean this mess up & start racking my brain! I can't stay like this anymore. It's pressurizing me too much..

2010-05-29T02:33:00.000+08:00

Time really flies, 3 months have passed and here comes Prilala, back from India for a few days to see us all. How nice. I swear i do miss her, bitching to her at times, chilling out with her when no one could. The one and only India close friend I have. Well, I think i'm falling in love with flying kites. Hanging around at marina barrage. Walking barefooted on the grass. Feeling the wind on my hair and face. Singing loudly and dancing like i have spasm. Man, i really know how to enjoy life now a days. Hope i don't fall even deeper and continue this life. Or else, i'll find myself not studying in the next few days and i'll be so screwed by my parents. ;>

2010-05-27T01:06:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YOU/YOU LOVE ME/I HATE YOU/YOU HATE ME

So, which is false?

2010-05-26T17:37:00.002+08:00

Man, i wonder how many more years would i have to wait, to see me wearing this. Its just so beautiful, you see. But not that i want to get marry that badly, i am just looking forward to me wearing this. This beautiful, elegant, long, white wedding dress where by you will only get to wear it only once in a life time. I mean, don't you think the same way? Maybe not.

2010-05-25T23:08:00.004+08:00

I learn that . L . O . V . E . is my biggest weakness. Besides my friends and family. I get hurt by every little criticism being commented by anyone. A fragile heart i have, i would say. While every step i take and every decision i chose, i must not regret. Even so, i would have to learn from my mistake and not follow it. Lets start from here, and become stronger the next time round.

ps: diet starts now! okay, i'm eating a slice of cake now..

OOOHHH~!... and have i mention that shrek's puss in boots is ultimately.... KKKEEWWWTTT! CUTE CUTE CUTE!

just look at those big eyes.. awwww~

-random-

2010-05-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

I am just wondering, whether my blog is under what kind of category. Like, daily updates, fashion, story kind? seems like it doesn't fall in any category. I ever thought of things to make my blog interesting, but nothing comes across my mind.

All i know is, i'm stuck in a daily, mundane routine. My life is boring, thats all i can say. I wonder who can ever brighten up or make my life even more interesting? Making more new friends? Going out with friends? No. Its just too cliche. I want to make my wildest dream come true. Maybe like being able to fly a plane to school everyday, dance like Michael Jackson, eat whatever i want, sing like Kelly Clarkson, walk on the runway, able to lick my elbows, fly kites, fly to the outer space, visit the Eskimos, touch a killer whale, make it rain everyday, become like ironman or brownies everywhere...
oh.. coming to think of them, makes me drool. Well, i think i am having insufficient sleep once again. See, told you my life is boring. zzz...

2010-05-20T21:37:00.011+08:00

My heart is numb, i can't feel anything but just a little bit of hatred.
I think, it is coming to an end.
Move on and drop it, i'm good as ever. cheese.

I wanna dye my hair purple with red! and say bye bye to my hair extensions end of this week. ;> and my friends are all so supportive. One word to describe them, AWESOME!!!

ps: congrats to my sister who just graduated from the stinky school. (:

2010-05-16T03:16:00.002+08:00

I swear it was high today, even though i had a slight flu. I miss my friends, the good old friends. I totally pushed away those pessimistic thoughts that relates to him. I just have to stop thinking too much. Agnes was right, wait till it really happens then get upset about it. Whats the point of doing that right now. I shall go with the flow.
While accept the fact that everything happens for a reason. ...

2010-05-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

THAT'S IT

2010-05-12T21:19:00.002+08:00

I have to admit, i just can't stop thinking about you. I can't stop missing you. I can't stop wanting you by my side. I can't stop remembering the times we had together. I just can't stop loving you. How about you? ):

ps: i truly agree with agnes, my world revoles around you only. and that sucks..

baby, come back to me..

2010-05-11T18:41:00.001+08:00

My classmate, benoit, introduced this band to me and i'm falling in love with them because the gutarist is so cute and the lead singer is hot. Man, i'm sick.

ps: baby, come back to me. .... ):

should i?

2010-05-10T20:15:00.003+08:00

You know i really do. But i'm starting to fade off. ..

Since, its been so long, erm.. maybe quite long that i last blogged.
I'm assuming that there is no one else viewing my blog anymore except for my sister who she told me she view it almost everyday. How insane can she be? Everyone is busy using facebook and so am i. Blogs are going to extinct one day. Too lazy to blog and there is nothing special going on in my life right now. Life's a bore.
Poly has been stress and hectic. Programming, HTMLs, internet info is giving me nuts. I hardly even understand a single sheeeet. How i wish there will be a fairy god mother to come for my resue. Dream on.

Well, today i realise, even though someone who is in a same poly as you, it doesn't mean you will have plenty of time to spend with that person. No difference at all. Even though i get to see him now and then, but that doesn't keep us together, the chemistry isn't there anymore, i guess? But on the other hand, if we spend time together, it will just make us bored. So, i shall agree to this sentence: "being single/not loving someone anymore is the best solution", yeahs?

2010-05-10T00:36:00.004+08:00

I ANNOUNCED THIS BLOG DEAD

not exactly

i'll be back soon.

sudden anger.

2010-04-23T20:04:00.003+08:00

seriously, i feel like laying my fist on your face.
you are utterly incorrigible that my blood boils whenever i look at you.
F YOU SUCKER!

Fighting!

2010-04-19T22:29:00.003+08:00

Its never gonna be the same again. A total different thing now.
Learn to adapt and very soon, everything will be just fine.
Yes?

sister's outing.

2010-04-16T01:18:00.005+08:00

Yes, you got it right. We went to sentosa to take a glance at the new transformed environment. Hmm.. not that much actually. I really enjoyed the accompany of my sister. This was the last outing of my holidays, school is opening this coming monday. Once again, i'm sooo not looking forward to it. Now, after a long holiday. I lose the motivation in studying. Hopefully, when poly starts, i'll start studying and not get left behind. (:

2010-04-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

Orientation was one word, tired! Walking around the school, taking pictures as a group, really tires me out. Thank God its only 1 day. Unlike some other polys and courses, there have more than 2 days. Phew. so, my classmates were acceptable. Not that bad as i imagined. But i feel like hiding myself at one corner and be a loner. lols. I realized that i am not able to keep a conversation longer than a minute. It will just break into awkward silence after that, how cool huh? Come to think about it, its all back to square one. Getting to know everyone inside out again. shag.

random day at agnes's house to watch iron man.

monday boredom.

2010-04-12T18:08:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is orientation! I'm really not looking forward to it. Judging by my character as a anti-social, shy and introvert person, I doubt i would be able to make any friends at all.. Hearing things and advice from my sister, poly is a big change. Totally different from secondary school life. Well, hopefully i wouldn't be a loner. *crosses fingers*

2010-04-10T18:20:00.003+08:00

mickey mouse cookies from min xue! degalicious~

minxue baked this birthday cake! (: nice~

singing the birthday song.. ~

Belated birthday celebration to hadi, with the surprised from his beloved min xue. went to safra to have a sumptuous meal which really filled up my stomach to the brim. nightmare. so once again, happy birthday guyfriend. (:

2010-04-06T20:04:00.003+08:00

maybe i know, somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts.

-the only exception; paramore

its reality..

2010-04-05T22:09:00.001+08:00

I'm so not looking forward to school. Even though, i'm pretty bored at home.
But I rather stay this way. like.. Forever?
Think about the assignments, the never ending common tests, the killer projects. The clothing i have to wear everyday, the way i present myself. Image. Getting to know new people. Making friends or even, enemies. Adapting to the new environment. Draggy and boring lectures. Worst of all, waking up early in the morning when you have a lesson for an hour only.
Darn. Thinking of those, make me sick. Really.

things which i will definitely bring along with me.

2010-04-03T14:36:00.007+08:00

This is what happens when you're in a middle of a heavy traffic to JB. While others get impatient and hot-tempered.

and i really have the urge to sell the clothes in my closet because its piling higher. but on the other hand, i doubt any one would want to buy them..

lets make it a long one.

2010-03-30T17:42:00.008+08:00

It feels just oh so good, having a shower after a sweaty and smelly day out.
Sitting on the mat where ants are crawling here and there, getting mosquito bites (itchy scratchy!), flies flying around, we screaming like crazy girls, trying very hard to kill all of them.

Okay, i make it sounded like it was a terrible picnic, but no. The companion plays the most important part. Having 2 of my lovely friends, us together, makes it a perfect one. Not forgetting the "feast" we brought along, there were chicken ham and cheese sandwiches, mash potatoes with eggs, bee hoon, lays and packets of lemon barley. Like what agatha said, it was a fruitful picnic because our tummies are filled with food = happy tummies. (:

We caught a show, when in rome, after wards. A comedy i would say, because i find myself giggling most of the time. And of course, its about romance. Well, its pretty true that when you thought that a person was the right one for you, and you tried all ways to be with him/her. But next thing you realized, he/she is not the right one for you and all your effort goes down to drain. how sad.

i'm tired. serious lacked of sleep. ...

agatha's mashed potato.

2010-03-25T00:16:00.002+08:00

surprised my sister at 313 with her friends, it was kind of screwed up but still we had fun. seeing the way my sister laughs and was full of enthusiasm, it makes it worthwhile. hopefully she had a great time. (; dinner at marche was nice~ (:

2010-03-24T03:04:00.003+08:00

i was really giggling away when i did this.
thank god, she didn't open her eyes.
so, to my beloved sister, happy birthday sweet heart! dont hate me alright. ^^
after all, now you know that you can't sleep in peace at home. because of my itchy hands.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

2010-03-22T00:48:00.010+08:00

i don't like to hang out with a large group of people. i prefer silence to talking. my enthusiasm rate is very short, last for less than a minute. i don't enjoy talking on the phone for long hours unless otherwise. i rather be alone sometimes. i get shy easily. a introvert. i'm not envied of my height. extremely low self-esteem. detest crowded palces. deprived of childhood. man, i sound like a boring person. even i get bored of myself..

2010-03-21T21:25:00.005+08:00

early celebration for my sis's birthday who's birthday falls on the this month, 24th.

please smile mummy!

if one day i say i hate my sister alot and not going to talk to her, yes, i'm lying. even though she gets on my nerves and i get on hers, i'll still LoVeXzX her to the max. no one is able to break our bond. erm.. maybe except for her boyfriend? we've been through many forlorn moments which nonetheless got us even closer. we talked to each other our problems, gossip, chase each other around the house, snatching toys and even bathe together in taiwan(because i was scare to bath alone) hahaha. so, in summary, i'm really blessed to have such a sister like chuuuu! (:

2010-03-15T17:20:00.004+08:00

7 + 3 random things:

*i have been eating alot lately when i am not suppose to. >.<
*i would never touch my house scissors anymore.
*i came across a website saying bangs helps fat faces like me, look slimmer. hmmm...
*i am hungry, again..
*i miss taiwan already..
*i love it when it rains..
*i wanna watch sooo many movies which is coming up soon.
*my mum say my hair like toot toot. ): ...
*humor me..

2010-03-12T19:55:00.004+08:00

credits to canice's muffin.

when i look at the sky,
when i'm lonely and bored,
when i'm waiting for time to pass,
when i hear the raindrops,
when i look at my phone,
you will be the first to come to my mind
i'm thinking of you all the time..

2010-03-11T20:17:00.004+08:00

interview on jack neo's affair.
guy: all mens are the same..

2010-03-09T17:09:00.009+08:00

I wanna go back to TAIIIIWWWAAANNNN!

these 5 days in taipei was pretty tiring and at the same time, splendid.
minus the walking distance from our hotel to the mrt station, and the freaking COLD weather. we have to walk for 1/2 hour to and fro from the hotel, thats how inconvenient our hotel was located at. we were fine with it initially because we took it as though it was a morning and night walk exercise. but due to the cold wind, i mean, really COLD, we couldn't stop whining that our legs were numb and our hands were freezing. a piece of advice to agatha who is going this week, bring 3 jackets and wear jeans. lols! it was about 14degrees when we left taipei. ..

many poeple say that taipei is a shopping and eating paradise. true enough, it is. we shopped till we drop and eat till we explode. ximending and wufenpu + shilin market is a must-go place. the clothes are at reasonable prices and now at this period, most shops are having a winter sales, which we can't buy because singapore is super warm. food wise, pearl milk tea was the best and the noodles was a thumbs up and mouth watering.

random things about taipei is i see no cats at all. only dogs are seen on streets with their owner. they actually have a most handsome and fashionable beggar in their country. there are quite a number of koreans, japanese people who came to taipei too.
their food quantity is twice the food i normally eat in singapore ~boomz~
when my sis and i speak english, they thought we were Japanese.
but the most miserable thing is, when i speak to one of the person in chinese, she couldn't understand what i was talking and she tried to speak english to me instead. =.=
when we cross the road, we have to look out for the vehicles, instead of the vehicles looking out for us.
when we took a bus, it was like taking a roller coaster ride. when it turns, it really turns. mrt is like zoom zoom. lols.
they have a waiting line and queue to go in the train, how organize they are. and they will stand to the right when going up the escalator in one straight line, how cool is that? and and the strawberries are super swwww-eeeet! best strawberries i ever tasted so far. (: oh, and there is no service charge and GST! lols.

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transit at hongkong.

day one( ximending, lover's brigde):

i just love the different colours outside every stall. (:

just take a look at the hot dog dog! super cute can!

day 2( ferry wheel, wufenpu district)

beef noodle. spicy and nice. (:

it was very cold when we took the ferry wheel. ..

사랑해 =>

happy sisters(:

when i saw this picture, i regretted not buying that shirt.. lols.

dumpling noodles. i was in love with the noodles by then. lols!
i ate them almost every meal. haha.

taipei 101. (:

14 degrees, mai siao siao.(cold until bth)..

the world of curry, mushroom omelette rice. *slurpps*

day 3:

hotel breakfast.

2010-03-03T23:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KING ENG AND TAN CHENG HWEE! (:
and and
i'm going taiwan tomorrow..~
oh no.. actually, in few hours time. (:
*TWIST*

but come to think about it, i dont feel like going. ):
because i think i would miss someone so badly... hahahah.
oh well, i'm going to miss my bed.
*laughs like siao char bo*
i know, not funnaye.. =.=

2010-03-02T15:20:00.002+08:00

it's driving me crazy. stuck in my head. feels like i'm being suffocated and lost in a maze, not knowing whether to go forward, turn left, or wait till someone comes to lead me out.

2010-02-28T21:12:00.005+08:00

forget about my face. =.=

looking through all the pictures we took since sec 2, i really miss the times we sat together in class, crapping and laughing at each other most of the time. it was really nice getting to know her from the start and till today. now, i am short of one friend to go SHOPPING~ with me, tell my problems to and accompanying me to go library ): how sad. oh well, i still wish her all the best in her studies and hope that we will meet up real real soon. (: love her always.

ps: i will definitely make salad for you when you come back. hahahaha.

its the girls thing.

2010-02-27T01:52:00.002+08:00

we are avatars! (:

its been donkey years ago that we last met each other. we had some chatting catching session, blah blah blah, dear john and japanese food together. which just brings back memories of those days. it was fun seeing them once more and always teasing each other for any reason you name it. this friendship can never be replace. (:

p.s: i dont think dear john was that nice. LOL!

bird day (:

2010-02-18T01:54:00.007+08:00

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GARY HAU THE GAY GUY!

the creation of tien lilin's hands. i know, it looks awful, disgusting, whatever you name it. i agree!

before.

yes, i cut the school's skirt into words and sew them on. hahah. "nothing better to do" thats what my dad always say.

words of wishes. lemuel wrote : happy birthday!!! - lemuel. have a happy birthday. isn't that the same? =.=

ah bengs sitting at the void deck. hahs.

here comes the birthday boy..

this is when he saw me.

eating the delicious cake which is made up of sugar, spice and everything nice. oh, and something from the toilet. hahah.

hadi is so shocking, he lay out tissues on the table and all of the sudden he threw the whole cake at gary's face. phew, there goes the cake.

yes, thats what exactly happened.
dont you think, he look so shuai like this? lols!

after.

not forgetting a group photo. (:

it was a blast. its been so long we last met. and yesterday was the day we came up with this surprise. even though the surprise wasn't a surprise, as gary spotted one of us downstairs, all stationing to start throwing at least something at him. party poppers, melted whipped cream, water bomb. i guess the only surprise was me, just look at his face when he saw me, it was like telling me : OMG! whhy are you here? this is because he thought that i flew to taiwan the day before, but it was just a make up story. and he believed it. silly pumpkin. i'm truthfully sorry that i lied though. so thank god it wasn't that bad, it was considered a successful one. and we got ang bao from his dad too. how nice. (:

2010-02-15T00:02:00.006+08:00

yes, its chinese new year! and valentines day too. (:
apparently, i dont sense any significant in both events.
while, most of the people are complaining about valentines and chinese new year is going to be on the same day.
sweetie is at malaysia, and there are only 3 houses to visit.
how sian ji pua can i get? i thought.

but it wasn't that bad after all, at least my family spend quality time together.
we caught the show, percy jackson and the lightning thief.
one word,
AWESOME!
percy jackson who looks like zac efron is so cute, and the graphics is like, woah!! lols.
i like the water part especially, how i wish i am Poseidon's daughter. can control the water. wow...
*starts fantasizing*

woke up super early, thanks to our mother who turned on the music like disco. =.=
and see how my little brother hugs asshole (the piglet), isn't it adorable?

thats all, so happy chinese new year to all and gong xi fa cai! (:
ang bao na lai..

2010-02-10T23:46:00.002+08:00

hope everything goes well and i'll be less stress..

it is that hard..

2010-02-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

we ate at one of the cafe for lunch at 313. one comment, YUMMY! it was worth eating there with our growling stomach that day. we walk from one end to the other, shop to shops. when i see all those clothes, i was really desperate to get to taiwan to buy them at cheaper prices. if they are. chinese new year is coming, as well as valentines, but it doesn't feel like it. there are many interesting movies coming out too, thats more like it. (:

2010-02-07T02:57:00.003+08:00

I'm still awake at this point of time, thinking of many random stuff- the past, the future, the present. I'm tired of thinking the negative side of everything. It's affecting my emotions. Oh well, Guess it's time to say goodnight and put a fullstop .

2010-02-03T00:28:00.001+08:00

back off loneliness, and hello tenderness.

2010-02-01T22:29:00.003+08:00

i went out with DARLING agnes teo today.
let me see, we watch a movie called the The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus(god knows how do you pronounce it). its pretty confusing with 3 guys acting as one person, i seriously dont get who is who. lols. but overall i understand the story line a little.
we went shopping and i went to visit my colleagues to pass them a small gift, which is famousamos cookies and a rose. its so fun looking at clothes. hahs.
and i kind of miss that place though... *slaps*

isn't she adorable?

i smell freedom in the air.

2010-02-01T20:45:00.006+08:00

say bye bye to bysi and hello to freedom!
i am sooo proud of myself for surviving for 1 month in bysi.
standing up for 10hours, hiding in the storeroom eating, serving arrogant customers and friendly ones, entertaining my colleagues, listening to the same music( imagine listening to one track 12 times a day), walking to UOB to bank in the money, getting static shock with my colleagues, freezing to death, staring at the same clothes( now, i will go " THAT GIRL IS WEARING BYSI CLOTHES!" whenever i see one. ), getting insufficient sleep ( heavy eye bags), shoulders aching all the time, last but not least, counting down to the last day.
but at the same time, it was indeed a good experience for me. thank god for the friendly colleagues, really. even though, the starting of the first few days, i didn't like them that much. in the end, i manage to bond with them better. (:
okay, i said enough. (:

27.01.10 (a treat to steamboat at bugis after work).

last day of work.

lifang, lih shan and shermaine. (:

she is queen ( nu wang)

my supervisor actually bought me this sightly, huge bear for me!
she is so good. i was quite touched and thought that she didn't have to buy such thing for me. i'm filled with guilt and feel as though i own her something.
but i really appreciate it alot! (:

now that i an jobless, i am going to lock myself at home and sleep, do house chores, clear the whole house( since chinese new year is coming), etc. (:
i still can't wait for taiwan. daddy, i promise i will be a good girl and i will find another job once i come back from taiwan. hahs. you must be kidding me. ...

it's been awhile..

2010-01-22T15:20:00.003+08:00

my fingers are getting "itchy".
okay, i am left with approximately 8 more days to work for bysi.
i am really looking forward to that day.(the day- stop work)
i am deprive of sleep, getting heavy eye bags. (depressed)
i am bored during work. (give me a little more work to do please)
i am stuck with the same songs being played in the shop.
i am sick and tired of waking up early in the morning.
i am going to miss those people who worked with me.
i am excited about the trip my sister and i, is planning to go.

P/S: HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY NOVELL TAN!
may all your wishes come true my dear. (:

a note to myself.

2010-01-07T00:17:00.002+08:00

why must i continue?
1. at home also nothing to do. (mum will keep nagging and its very boring.)
2. understand how tiring to earn money > won't tend to spend alot of money.
3. treating it as a challenge for myself.
4. work out so that can slim down. (eat lesser.)
5. understand working life (people with different characters.)
6. for experience.
7. for $$$ to taiwan! lols.

dont give up so easily. one month only and time flies.

at work i keep thinking of quitting, but then i have to think of all these reasons in order to keep me going.

o'level results is releasing on the 11th of january.
god bless everyone.
reminder: bring tissue, shades & penknife.
its going to be another nightmare for me. T.T

COL. T.T

2010-01-04T01:35:00.002+08:00

the reason why i have not been updating.
basically, i have start working and i'm crying out loud!
the heels is like.. WTF!( i dont know how many times i've repeated this to my friends) but seriously, it is killing me! i can barely get to sleep because my legs was aching like hell. the best part is when i wake up the next morning, my whole body starts to ache big time! T.T i almost cried when i was working.
well, lets just skip that topic. it brings me nightmare. even though, i am going to work tomorrow and for the rest of the month.
i just pray hard there is less business so that lesser people comes in to try the clothes, therefore, lesser clothes to hang back. *crosses finger*
i know, i very evil and bad. but then i hope my first time working as a sales assistant wouldn't be a nightmare for me. even though, it already is.

p.s: i can't wait for our class outing.
p.ss: i hope the results will be delayed.
p.sss: i want that top! lols!

2009-12-28T23:27:00.003+08:00

i took this when i watch avatar. lols.

Alvin and the chipmunks was, one word to describe it, CUTE!
but its not cute when agnes starts to imitate them. haha.
the story line is quite boring though, but still as usual, i enjoyed the show. (:

pretty cool and funny if you manage to understand and catch what they say.
because it took me a few minutes later to understand what is going on and after asking agnes to explain to me what exactly it means. very troublesome for agnes and me. but still, i did enjoy the show. now, i feel a sense of security because black magic don't exist at all. its all about science in reality. silly me.

what's your new year's resolution?

2009-12-27T21:31:00.001+08:00

well, i realized time really flies.
this whole 2009 year, i've been a study freak. not to the extreme. but i've been spending most of my time, staring at the books and trying my best to memorize every single thing printed on it. it was a nightmare, i swear.
but come to think about it, i manage to sail my way through which makes me heave a sigh of relief. now, i'm awaiting for the results to be released. okay, drop the subject. it scares me whenever i'm reminded of results. freaking terrifying alright.
so hopefully, 2010 will be a better and filled with lots of fun and a happy one, of course.

my 28 new year's resolution:

1. top 10 for the entire cohort. (study again)
2. save money. ( i spend on food most)
3. smile more and not be a pessimist. (objection.)
4. make more new friends. (too shy)
5. eat less and lose weight! (been saying this since last 2 years, gone)
6. grow prettier. ( who dont want.)
7. love my family more. (i'm loving them now.)
8. make him love me more! ( do you?)
9. keep my room tidy at all times.( yes, untidy person)
10. be more feminine. (not saying i very tomboy)
11. be myself. (alien)
12. cut down on food. (wth?)
13. resist temptation on food. (its the same)
14. dont stare at shuai ges.(actually, i dont stare at shuai ges at all)
15. get married.(bull shitting.)
16. complete all the unread books. (100 of them)
17. improve my Chinese. ( retaking chinese o's)
18. improve my English. ( pronunciation cmi.)
19. take up french language. (what only)
20. take up Japanese language. (migrate to japan)
21. take up Korean language. (migrate to korea)
22. take up Malay language. ( migrate to Indonesia)
23. play the piano more often. ( fingers rusting)
24. dont fool around. (in case i do.)
25. meet up with your gfs more often. ( i hope so)
26. dont mix with bad companies. (dont worry)
27. listen to daddy and mummy. ( not gonna happen)
28. do all the above. ( duh..! )

2009-12-27T01:35:00.004+08:00

this is what i will do when i am at home for the whole day.
painting my nails, trimming my hair(bangs), taking pictures or video-ing, watching dramas and texting the person i missed, eating half the box of rocher, admiring myself in the mirror(retarded, i know),singing loudly, viewing blogs and facebook-ing.
its simply lifeless, but still i can't be going out everyday.
and oh, since i'm going to start working at 2 jan, so why not enjoy my life at home first. before i start having home sick. lols!
by the way, i think prilala is mia. we havent been hanging out with each other. ): so, text me once you see this post!

mac pictures for the day..

2009-12-25T14:50:00.013+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! HOHOHO..!

BAANNNGGG!

thats my Christmas present for you. (:

agnes and me. (: (sends flying kisses to her)

i'm telling you that she laughed for more than 20 minutes because of this picture.

she thinks she is chipmunk. =.=

look at noooovveelll! LOL.

THE ALIENS ARE HHEEERRREE! WE ARE GOING TO EAT YOUR BRAINS!!! LOLS.

LANDED AT MACSEARTH24.

yuting look super cute here. lols!

novell and kahyarn have humongous arm muscles! lols!

so once again, merry christmas.
hope you enjoy it and god bless you.
to end it off, heres a video.

christmas eve count down at clark quay.

continue

christmas dinner at city square with my family. (:

from my beloved brother. (:

i still prefer fish and co.

forever acting cute, 24hr non-stop. no joke. lols!

she have to wear a 6 inch high heels in order to be the same height as me. lols!

four angels= mum, dad, bro and me. one devil= sis. (:

loving it. (:

2009-12-23T12:47:00.005+08:00

the morons are back... (joke)

here we are again, jumping and laughing like lunatic siao char bos.
it brings back memories when we are back in secondary school.
especially when we settled at settlers cafe to eat and play games.
we were screaming and making a din among us like any typical imh people would do.
fortunately, we were not send to imh.
i like the game whereby we write out our answer that any one of us asked.
one good example which agatha asked: what do i always do?
novell, yuting and kahyarn, immediately wrote "farting" on their cards.
"HAHAHAHAHHAHAH..!!!!!"
yupps! we burst into tremendous laughter. ( btw, agatha laughed the loudest!)
the next best thing was, kahyarn laughed so hard that she fell under the table.
"HHAHAHAHAHAH x5...!!"
good job everyone!
okay, so we take turns to ask question. oh, and we were suppose to bet on the answer that the person would most likely to choose.
and of course, the answer written cannot be repeated.
well, i realized i am very bad in explaining. so i shall cut it out. just travel down to clark quay and go settlers cafe and play!

this was the game i was talking about earlier on. (:

we screamed real loud when it topples. lols!

this one too. damn hilarious. lols!

next yt, ky, agnes and me went down to botanic garden to have a mini picnic with lemuel, zec and junjun!
there were some complications in the first place because botanic garden is so huge.
so in the end, we met up at swan lake and ate the food.
we only play truth or dare and it was extremely fun indeed. so not.
but at least it was a successful one, isn't lemuel?

2009-12-17T20:27:00.006+08:00

staring at the clock,
i realized
as time passes,
my feelings for you is growing deeper and stronger
that its very hard for me not to miss you
every single moment,
every single day,
every single minute.

oh boy, i am head over heels in love with you.

2009-12-15T21:59:00.003+08:00

i finally met agnes teo who is back from Egypt & finally, i watched new moon.
after much patience of waiting for her to come back. she better love me more. hahs.
well, we thought we were the only ones watching it. surprisingly, there were many people too.
i know its pointless for me to comment on the movie because you probably have watched it earlier on.
if you havent, then dont bother. watch avatar, chipmunk 2,Sherlock homes instead. thats the few movies i want to watch next.
after the movie, rp was next for a so called, picnic, many pictures taken. (((:

she reminds me of a sailor.

see how agnes acts cute, see how prilala acts pretty too.

shampoo advertisement.

ain't they adorable?

agnes is becoming a emo kid! her bag is Calvin Klein! (prilala and i will go: oh my gosh!)

narhs, just kidding.

this one another emo kid.

emo kids

finally, she took a nice one.

influence by them.

fatigue

2009-12-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

job hunting is super tiring.
i have been searching high and low for 3 days.
but none called :(
oh god, i dont know how long my legs can take the walking and standing for hours.
i'm losing hope already.
please, make it happen. ..

2009-12-11T00:06:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRILALA!
we surprised her at her doorstep after waiting outside her house for it seems like an hour.
and and we love her to the max!
she actually treated us to timezone at yishun and the best is, she treated as to secret recipe at plaza sing. which has mouth watering food and it feels like we are in heaven. okay, too exaggerating. but it was splendid! i swear.
later on, we make a stop at this build a bear shop and she made a hello kitty for herself. its pretty much retarded, but interesting also. hahs.
marina barrage was next, with beautiful scenery and amazing pictures taken mostly by yt(the noobest). lols.
oh dear, i guess i am getting ironic due to someone's influence. hahaha.
okay, a short summary for a wonderful birthday celebrated. (:

while waiting..

oh finally, she is out. =.=

how evil yuting can be..

make her until like this. lols!!!

pictures taken

2009-12-08T17:19:00.004+08:00

all thanks to her, i haven't watch new moon yet. officially missing her.

case 39 was okay, wasn't as scary as i expected.

this flower is as beautiful as you are. ..

ikea's food was mouth watering. hahs.

today is his birthday, next 2 days is his son's birthday.

i find this ... very sisterly. i can't find any other word to describe.

her birthday is tomorrow. dont forget to wish her...

2009-11-20T21:20:00.003+08:00

Jakarta here i come.
i think i'm going to have homesick. lols.

2009-11-14T01:12:00.000+08:00

thank god it is over!

2009-10-17T15:38:00.002+08:00

NO MORE HANKY PANKY.
NO MORE MONKEY BUSINESS.
O'S IN ONE WEEK'S TIME.
ALL THE BEST EVERYONE. =>

2009-09-28T21:19:00.002+08:00

not that nice as i expected.
i thought it would turn out to be more interesting.
so it's just all about a school mainly for performing acts.

anyway, prelim 3 results are out for some subjects.
i know i am more capable that what i really am.
i just need to go for that extract mile for less than a month.
all the best to everyone because this is our last lap and soon,
the battle will end...

2009-09-26T00:12:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEBASTIEN TAN BU HAO XIANG AND WONG YEW CUTE JUN!

i was damn full and bloated today because of seoul garden in the afternoon and billy bombers for dinner.
yesterday i was at orchard with yuting. we caught a show on ugly truth, indeed it was a hilarious show and funny in the dirty way. i did enjoy the show a little though i didn't understand it much. we walked like crazy people until our legs was begging for mercy. hahs. right yuting? but we had fun and our purpose of shopping was actually meant for present hunting and it end up to be girl's shopping. what a day.

today was a day when i was forcing and squeezing many variety of food in my mouth and i swear i almost puke and i could barely see my toes after that. hahs. joking. but i felt terrible because i knew that i was going to put on weight after this and the food is filling to the brim of my stomach. fat fat fat. bless me please. alright, besides that, i gave a treat to sebastien because its his birthday and bought him a birthday cake. hopefully, i didn't bored him out because i think i did.
hahs. oh, and after that the cake melted, i was cursing the cake because it cost me a lot and its a gift for the birthday guy :( oh well, such a waste.

i think this 2 days make me feel like as if o'levels was over. but still, matter of fact is, its not over. like duh.. =/

birthday boy. (:

okay, this is so funny...

act only.

this one.. okay lahs.

cannot make it. lols. not punker enough. hahs.

i'm beside a retard. (:

2009-09-23T15:57:00.005+08:00

my father.

as i laid on my bed, alot of things went through my mind and one of it was my memories of my father and me.
i can really say that, i am very thankful to have such a father who cares, loves, adores me like no one could have ever done that.
he is indeed the best and he is our family's sole breadwinner.
he never fails to make me feel like i was a princess living in a comfortable and luxurious home.
i remember when i was young, he pampered me alot and i always get everything i wanted.
when i want dog, i get it. when i want a new handphone, i get it. when i want a hamster, i get it. when i want camera, i get it. when i need cash, i get it. the list goes on...
i enjoyed following him wherever he goes, held his hands, accompanying him to the coffee shop to have kaya toast and boiled eggs, traveling down to my grandfather's place, go for a swim. Many things.
somehow, when i think of all these, i feel damn freaking blessed.
but, it seems like i am taking him for granted now and it saddens me.
besides, i am like treating him as an ATM machine rather than a father.
what an un fifial daughter i am..
i dont know how we became like this.
if only there isn't any communication barrier, i would treat him better and would not give him a cold shoulder.
sometimes, i really want to tell you this, but i find it hard to say it.
"daddy, i really love you and you're the greatest." ...

my mother.

i must admit that i didn't like my mother last time at all.
this is because she always reprimand and disallow me from doing many things.
however, she was always like an angel to me.
whenever i was ill, my mum would take care of me and make me feel like i was in the pink of health. Her presence, makes me strong and warmed at heart.
she is a housewife who helps to wash our clothes and clean the house.
if such task was given to me, i would be dead by then.
for now i love her to the max, because she is cooking my favourite dish for dinner.
i love her even more when she buy things for me when we are out for shopping.
i love her even even more when she is what i call, the best and greatest mummy in singapore. =>

my brother.

can you believe that i was very shy whenever i talk to my brother last time?
yes, you got to believe me.
i don't talk much to my brother and when we do, i was freaking shy that the conversation lasted for a minute and i would find my dad after that.
i have no idea why.
so, that explains why i dont really mix around with guys last time because when i do, my heart would start to race.
silly me, isn't it?
now, i am totally the opposite.
as i grow up, i begin to be more of a extrovert.
but still, i seldom talk to my brother now a days as he always lock himself up in his room or the room will be empty.
the only time i get to see his face at home is when he comes in to my room to pull or mess my hair.
however, he is always there when i needed a hand.
i love him alot too. =>

my sister.

basically, she is like my best friend.
i was just wondering, when was the last time we went shopping together?
man, i think we have to do so together some day again.
when i was younger, i wasn't that close to her because i think she hates me alot. this is because, whenever she makes me angry, i would cry and immediately complain to my father.
(oh ya, i was known as a complain queen in the house last time.)
so, my father would defend me and glare at her for that.
okay, i feel very guilty for that.
sometimes, we play our soft toys together too.
now, i know she still hates me, because i always shoot her verbally unknowingly and talking back to her jokingly.
i think it is a routine for me to do so and also, sometimes chase each other around the house whoever pisses who.
i wonder where can you find such a sister who is 15++ years old that do such things?
on the other hand, she will always lend me her listening ears and always there for me.
all i know is, i love her to the max too. =>

i know, its such a humdrum and uninteresting post/essay.
but if only such topic would come out for English o'levels, i may want to consider choosing the question on "my family".
though there is bits and pieces of broken English and grammatical error.

all these is just a sudden thought and feeling from my mind and heart.
so i wouldn't want to miss it and decided to type it out.

good food, yummy yummy, yes i want!

2009-09-11T22:51:00.005+08:00

BILLY BOMBERS - ORGANIZED BY NEMUEL SIM

the organiser.

the business man and cute one.

the noob photographer.

the still not-so-tall lady.

me.

nemuel's satisfied look. lols!

no idea what was i doing, find it quite dumb. lols.

look at nemuel's eyes. i can't stop laughing whenever i see it. lols!

retards. Halloween is coming..

i wanted to pinch his cheeks.

cute boy! (:
-agatha dont be jealous. =3

way back home.

2009-09-05T10:58:00.003+08:00

alright, its school "holidays" already.
i ammmmm sooo0o0o "happy".
because i am going to stare at books which has an 'O' on the cover
and the best thing is, i can eat while i do so.
school reopen is going to be prelim 3.
god bless all of us.
but within 7-8 weeks time, it wouldn't be the same.
by the time, god must really bless all of us.

p.s: i'm currently updating another space at the same time. hahs.

2009-08-26T00:02:00.003+08:00

maybe it is just a passing rain cloud.
maybe it is not the way i think.
maybe it is part of growing up.
maybe it is a lesson to learn from.
maybe it is not as complicated as it seems.
maybe it is just a stepping stone.
maybe it is not that bad.
maybe it is true that i am undergoing mixed emotions.
maybe it is somewhat like that.

maybe it is... just me.
it sucks to feel this way.

2009-08-22T23:56:00.004+08:00

you've got a smile that can light up this whole area.

i am feeling.. so... (....)
no comments.

first of all, happy birthday to agnes teo!
she is an over grown girl now.

secondly, friday's girl guide campfire was narrated, fun.
i supposed that will be my last campfire.
everyone screamed at a frequency 2000hz-0.01hz.
i am telling you, it was supreme. haha.

lastly, the pot luck with gang and friends was a fab one!
all the food was qualified to open a restaurant.
i bet it was a mouth watering section for us all.
okay, let me elaborate.
there were marcoroni with beef lagsani( no idea how to spell), mashed potato with cheese topping, japanese sushi handroll, lectuce rojak salad, japanese chicken and seaweed chicken, strawberry and melted calbury chocolate, longan aga aga, chicken booster soup and drinks.
that was the menu for that day.
i can hardly see my feet after eating. haha.

nong nong essay

2009-08-19T22:06:00.006+08:00

i think i just can't help it to not blog.
my blog is only the space for my thoughts and a welcome for my expressions to take place.
i truly need to rant my rants and pour out my emotions.

basically, everyone(the candidates), are aware it is the release of results today.

in the hall, the atmosphere was so intense that our heart raced equally fast as the speed of sound and everyone was worried.
the principal gave a briefing and soon, one by one, each class was called to stand up.
4e1 was the first class to be called and i was sure, i actually did not dare to see my grade.
to my astonishment, my friend came rushing towards me and told me my grade.
i didn't believe her so i squeeze my way through to the board to confirm my grade.
yes, true enough, i passed with a (U).(i scan down the class list, only mine, indicates a (U) grade.)
wondering what is the (U) all about?

here comes the ranting...

i think it is totally absurd and ridiculous, at the same time hilarious, that i actually got an U - A grade that indicates an unsatisfactory status.(i checked up in the dictionary)

i didn't know what it stands for, but what i really know is, its not something which stands for United, Union or even U for uncle.
okay sadly, i failed my oral, badly.

what is wrong with the examiner?
how can she be so heartless to give me a pathetic 'U' for my oral?
i did speak, yes i did!
but alright, i know i can't blame her.
maybe i was that bad and eyesore to her because i was so unpleasant and atrocious that she had no choice but to mark down a 'U' beside my name.
i am aware i was just blabbering my way through the whole conversation and i knew that my oral was a disastrous one.

now, all thanks to that 'U' , it destroys the beauty of my o'level certificate.
on the other hand, people would not think that i am from china because 'U' is totally unacceptable for a china person to get.

but still, i am very glad and thankful that i could actually passed when i failed oral.
i think its alright for me that i didn't meet up to my expectations because all along i know i am very weak in my languages, so i'll just let it go.
as for those who did not meet their expectations too, don't be too upset, its not the end of the world. your parents and friends will still be there for you.

let this be a wake-up call for everyone, i bet it is really a big one.
cheer up ^^

i ever thought about something.
something.. whereby, a picture of me, trying to juggle 6 eggs together, one by one.
without having a break or a mistake in doing so, trying to get the timing right and also, trying to master it very well.
the 6 eggs are just like the current subjects i am sitting for o'levels.
if i were to jerk alittle or miss a second, there goes my egg and i can never get it back again because it had crushed into pieces.
so its pretty stress and crucial for me to juggle my eggs well before such outcome would happen.

work hard lilin, for yourself, for your future.
(after your o'levels, you can do whatever shit you want)

dead blog- soon to be.

2009-08-09T00:17:00.007+08:00

i have no idea, who is the retard next to me. ..

sometimes, you are such a bitch.
but still, you're the best buddy i ever met.
bliss.

tipsy, raspy, wispy popsy
study sessions with him is a torture for me. joke. ^-'
actually, its fruitful unless i can keep my hands to myself and stop swinging my hands in his direction.
sorry about that dude. i know, it gets on your nerves.
i really need to master the word "discipline" or else i will have problem doing so the next time round.

lets bid goodbye for real.
dead blog, mundane life, lifeless routine.
say hi to tys and textbook.
i swear i will love studying alot. x333
NOT.

edited"

we love singapore.

national day was awesome!
the fireworks and the helicopter was incredibly amazing.
even though, i stood there nearly for 2 hours and my legs was whining away
initially, i was perspiring like nobody's business and i look drenched.
there was a whole lot of humans, i'm telling you. however, i was trying to squeeze my way through the crowd in order to move to the other side of the road.
coincidentally, i saw yuting there with her friend.
cheers (:

2009-08-08T00:10:00.006+08:00

thanks arhs; by the way, this is you. hahs.

i have make so many mistakes in the past.
now, all i can do is, learn my mistakes and dont repeat them again.

i am left with approximately 2 more months to spend with nvss ( toilet,uniform,classroom), my classmates, teachers and canteen's food.
i think i am starting to miss those times.
funnaye isn't it?...

p.s: thanks alot buddy, its very sweet of you to fold those adorable cranes for me. appreciated. (: oh oh, and the sliced cake too. hahs.

pp.ss: congratulation to justina for winning the 2nd place for the piano competition! lastly, wishing Singapore a happy 44th birthday. (:
on the contrary, i think today is the last time i will be celebrating national day in school.
it was a blast indeed and everyone was in high spirits. cheers..

ppp.sss: i got a feeling, that i am going to fear my chinese, that i am going to fail my chinese, that i am going to cry like hell.. >.<
get ready for the worst, lilin.
should i retake?...

short hair; kind of like it.

but i'm depressed with the cheena-looking, flat hair.

2009-08-05T19:16:00.004+08:00

i feel so shitty and terrible today,
especially when my uterus lining starts to shed.
i'm losing blood once again.
urgh. damn. why does this even exist?

p.s: i'm simply too lazy to post any pictures. in fact, i was intending to do so next year. my classmates say that i look like a man or a cheena with my flat, rebonded, humorous looking hair. t.t none was a compliment.

2009-07-29T22:53:00.002+08:00

oh my fcuking shit, i have only 3 months, which is 9 weeks left to o'levels.
and i just realized it.
i think i'm going to leave this space for the time being and will be back after o'levels.
or maybe, i will blog once in a while only. hahs.

so goodbye for now. (:

p.s: i havent post some pictues yet. i shall post it sooner or later then i officially bid goodbye. (:

2009-07-28T21:59:00.003+08:00

last year, i cried and they were tears of sorrow.
this time, i cried again and they were tears of joy.
a very big thanks to those who did not forget to wish me,
and the bag that agatha, agnes, canice, yuting, minxue, novell, rain, kahyarn, priyanga, hilmy and lemuel bought for me. sorry if it cost a lot. hahs.
love you guys alot as i have always wanted that bag since the day my eyes fell for it.
of course, not forgetting chenghwee, alwin, jun jun and my family for the sweet things they gave me. love it to the maxxxxxxx!
seriously, thank you so much.
i feel blessed, really.

p.s: its alright...

anyways, i came across this youtube video saying that the world is going to end at year 2012. and i think we are really going to die on that particular year.
so treasure your time now, people.

i can't believe i'm going to die so early when i have been spending half of my life on education. ):

2009-07-27T18:42:00.002+08:00

i don't know whether should i be excited about tomorrow or not.

p.s: somehow it saddens me whenever i see you holding onto that thing.
and yes, i mean it.

2009-07-26T22:58:00.003+08:00

at breeks, early celebration for my day.

just take a look at my sister acting so sheepishly. hahs.

nothing special actually.
just any typical lunch at woodlands.

2009-07-22T07:48:00.002+08:00

today is mother tongue listening comprehension.
so, everyone stretch your eyes wide and big.
listen very carefully and give it a best shot!
last component for chinese, and its over.
unless, retaking is needed. that, will be another case.

so all the best people!

p.s: if only i have big ears like an elephant, i can listen very easily.
hahahahahs. no.

2009-07-19T19:18:00.003+08:00

once again, i'm at xing xing mei guo qian.
just watched harry potter and the half blood prince.
boring show.. =.=
thats all i can say.
till then..

i need to do something to my hair, but definitely not to shave it off.
and i kind of miss prelim. i prefer so much having exams to normal school days.

note to self: making muffin on friday!

random

2009-07-18T21:06:00.004+08:00

i had the jab, like finally.
i was super worried about it the past few days.
now, i am afraid of those evil people, who will accidentally hit my arm.
i swear i will scream and curse that person.
okay, maybe not that bad. just a squeak perhaps.

it seems like its holiday right now, after those papers.
but when i come to think of it, actually its not.
i intend to bake muffins, but it seems like my weekdays are fully occupied by triple s's.
now and then i will think of xing xing mei guo qian( starbucks), mai dang lao(macs), sub lu(subway) because those places are my all time favourite study hangout.
i realize half of my life is about studying and the other half is sleeping, eating, *** and etc.

it really scares me, when i come to think i am sitting for o levels.
in class, during prelim, i also realize that my classmates and i all have one goal and one dream, and that is to do well for o'levels and go to the school and course we desire. or maybe, to leave nvss as soon as possible.
yes, soon we will face a battlefield together.

h one and one is spreading around singapore.
i really pray hard my beloved ones will not get it.
but of course, other people too or just everyone.

p.s: my arm is shivering whenever i hold something. (not because i'm old)

some days back at xing xing mei guo qian. (:

at starbucks again.

i went to starbucks for 5 consecutive days, cool isn't it?
and i have been drinking mocha, caramel with whipped cream, mocha, caramel with coffee jelly.
shit, i think i am addicted to it. ):
anyway, i dont dare to drink all those last time at all.
but within one sip, it changes my whole routine.
all thanks to yuting lin. hahs.

2009-07-16T23:53:00.002+08:00

seriously, sometimes you keep me thinking.
and now, i am really confused and too tired to think any longer.
someone, stop my brain from thinking,
before i really collapsed and die on the spot.
hahs.

anyways, today is canice's birthday!
happy happy for her!
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANICE!
not forgetting SHAMALA AND ALWIN too. (:

i screw up most of my papers for prelim 2.
good job lilin. yahs... ):

another thing is my sister and i is going to open a blog shop.
a pathetic one actually.
i will post the link one day, hope that you people will support alrights. (:
i swear i will love you so much. hahs. joke.

the next thing is that, i am not really looking forward to my birthday at all. ):
and i dont know why...

and another thing, i am getting an injection, and i am fcuking scare..
saturday is the day. ): when my arms can only move 1 degree to and fro. ...
god bless me.
i need a kit kat. ...

ugly ugly ugly

2009-07-10T17:15:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i really can't be bothered about my appearance, how ugly i really am.

2 in 1

2009-07-07T21:54:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is my doom day,
chinese oral and english prelim.
all the best people.
screeeaaammmmss..

p.s: i might not be blogging till then.

2009-07-05T13:44:00.003+08:00

i am down with flu and i am feeling terribly awful.
hopefully its not H1N1.

p.s: i have such nice friends around me. blessed.
agatha koh, thats what friends are for. hahs!

2009-07-04T22:41:00.005+08:00

i idolize both of them. really.
if only i could sing as well as them, but i know, its impossible.

2009-07-01T23:19:00.004+08:00

everyone wants to be the perfect person in everyone's eye.
everyone wants to be good looking and intelligent.
actually, everyone is the same.
it depends on how you see it.

i watched ice age 3 today during the afternoon with my sister.
hillarious and dumb show indeed, but still i had a good laugh in the cinema.
today's science practical, i predicted that i will screw up for physics. yes, i did.
i did not read the question properly, so i drew my graph wrongly.
thank god that its just prelim. (:
alright, till then, oral is next week, tuesday & prelim 2 too.
hopefully i am able to blabber,flapper,glabber my way through. ..
bless me.

p.s: i wonder what it is like to be a bisexual? ahhahahs.

2009-06-29T23:52:00.004+08:00

I HATE SCHOOL. T.T

every time i watch this, i will laugh out loud. hahs.
especially the sneezing part. lols.

2009-06-28T23:28:00.005+08:00

Reasons why i can't stay at home to study or just study:

1)my house is too comfy for me to study at.
2)i will tend to look for a mirror and stare at it(self-obessed, so sad.)
3)or i will tend to stare at the mirror which is infront of me.
4)i will be distracted by my camera.
5)the laptop is always a devil.
6)irritated by my hair, always.
7)starts singing non-stop.
8)stare at the questions for hours( hoping the answer will come to me)
9)day dreaming or fantasizing ( i want to be lady gaga / tomorrow what should i eat?)
10)my precious bed.
11)the kitchen (always looking for food)
12)hair accessories. ( ooo, this clip is cute..)
and sometimes,
13)my sister. (want go shopping? / starts gossiping.)

man, i wonder when will i ever changed or kick these bad habits?

p.s: its school time again. urgh. T.T

edited.

went to town with minxue and yuting that day, cramps took control over me for awhile.
it was not crowded initially, but there was alot of sales going on at taka and wisma.
after that, yuting and i went to tampiness 1 to shop.
i have bought a pair of shoe, and i fall in love with it. lols.
its not high at all, so i wouldn't be too tall. hahs.
we took many pictures in the toilet.

i only uploaded a few pictures, because i was so pissed off with the rate the computer uploads. urgh. lols.

the look-alike pregant dress i wore. hahs.

credits to me. (:

and credits to yuting. hahs.

i got amused by yuting's lashes, they are real and not fake. lols.

home sweet home.

hahas. can't end the day without a picture of myself. retard.

i wanted to wear it at orchard, but i was afraid ppl may think i have h1n1 instead.
hahs. and my eye shadow is all smudged. =.=

okay, i am super pissed off with fb, keep having errors here and there.
so long people. ..